Its been a little bit since my lasy blog and alot has happened.  Good and bad but it seems like the bad always outweighs the good.  Maybe its because the bad things that happen always sit with us, they are always on our mind and are easy accessable.  I heard a quote about memories " Memories are like an incoming storm, raining upon us when we least expect it,"  the rest I dont remember lol but ya catch my drift.

Poker before this weekend was just awful, especially online.  I think might be down 20-30 buy ins at the 10-20 level and a couple more at the higher levels.  Every big tournament I played I would get down close to the money, with a really good stack just to get sucked out on, but hey thats poker I guess?  I do have my fair share of suckouts.  I think im gonna make a youtube video of the bad beats i put on people, should be a good time.

The personal life blows at the moment, as you close guys know the Gf and I went out separate ways after a couple years, totally my fault but stupid shit always catches up with ya.  I applied for a passport a week ago and got a nice denial letter lol. WTF  I guess I'm still on paper as we say here in the States.  My car got broken into over the weekend down in AC lol,  shit what else can say?  Well yes there was 1 good thing!

Turned 28 over the weekend!!  the Big 2-8 damn its crazy to think where the hell the time went.  Celebrated with a friend down in AC, Took down a pretty good tourney at the Borgata but what made me really depressed was the carnival we went to on the boardwalk.  I love carnivals, fair, what ever.  I love the carnies hustling those games where ya got to knock the bottle off the platform just to win a big stuffed animal. lol  but what got me really depressed was the guess your pitch speed game.  For you euros, its a game where you throw a baseball into a net and you try to guess how fast you threw it.  Well I didn't care about how fast I threw it, I wanted to beat the top score of 84 mph!  If you have the top score throughout the whole day you win $100!  84 mph wasn't too shabby but I could could throw 80 with my right hand.  "Im left handed"   So I bought my 2 balls for $5.... reared back and boom!!!  81mph!  81??? wtf  maybe the radar gun was wrong,  2nd ball...80!  Wtf  Really depressing, the 1 thing I knew I could do better than 99% of the population, wasnt good enough at a carnival game in AC.  eh oh well.

finally I'm hoping my website will be up pretty soon, its about a week late already but to be honest sometimes you just feel like being a bumm and doing nothing.  I havent been to my office in over a week, School is pretty tough man, this Statistics class is a killer! 

Later peeps and GL!