I've been away from poker since black friday, i need to be in a certain zone for playing live and just wasn't feeling it. so i took a day job, felt like extreme shit for two weeks or so, didn't want to go anywhere, do anything, or see anyone. then spent about a month between work and (doing the math) around 10 grams and a few grams of cat (methcathinone) which I think is a little too easy to make. cat is kinda like coke but more "speedy" and more than a little psychosis - seeing/hearing things that aren't really there. the psychosis from coke is what some refer to as a creative feeling. oh yeah, disclaimer time: if you can't respect proper drugs kiddos then just smoke weed untill you pass out. by respect I mean not overdoing it, not doing it every day, and probably not doing it with friends since it would become a communal thing and either one of you will want to get a buzz on all the time.
Back to the meat of the stew, i've felt great the last few days without any help, (clean for a week) and actually have more energy going on less sleep. the tingling in the back of my head tells me it's back to the tables i go. I don't need luck, just a few people that can't fold big pairs to get started.