Lately i just cant get nothing going. After making some money past 2 months on poker and spend it all on partys i again found myself in debts, about 800 eur. It fucking sucks. My paycheck wont arriwe until next friday, so at the moment i dont have money for bills or rent.
I was hoping to sell one of mine building plots i got from my parents, but the buyer, after we had all worked out, change his mind last minute.
Yesterday i found out, i had about 1,5$ on stars. I run that up to 45$, but i lost it this morning, lol. Dont even want to get into details but it were some sick beats. I just wish i had a few thousands on my bank account, so i can play poker more relaxed and with some brm. But i always need some money fast (who doesnt lol), so i just run what i have up to few hundreds, then withdraw most of it, and continue playing with one buy in. That worked very well this year for me, because i am up at least 3000+ eur. Which is quite alot considering i always started playing with 1 or 2 buy-ins at NL50 or NL100.
Anyway i am off to calling my friends, if someone has 500€ i can borrow until next friday, lol. I need to pay some bills and rent and hopefully i will have a 100 left for this weekend so i can get drunk.
I still didnt get that money from my friends i stacked, so i guess i will only play with my roll for trip to South Africa next year. Btw, i am at 150$ so at least that is going good.  But i quit everytime i make 15$ profit, so i am now afraid i would play longer and that can be disaster. Today is final draw in Cape Town and finally i would know whith who we are in group. Cant wait. I am really looking forward for that world cup, so i need to stick to my plan, 15$/day, nothing more. If anyone is up for a stake, let me pm here, so i dont need to even consider to messing up with my word cup trip roll, lol. Party on!