Ok, first poker. Its still sucks, i just cant get nothing going. My 70:30 wont held up and cooler after cooler. Sometimes i really wonder if some sites are rigged, specially in tournaments where bigger stack always seems to win. Played yesterday some toruney, 10 away from money, i was little bit over average and i got AA. The guy who has me covered raise utg and i go all in. He insta calls and turns over KK. Flop is AKx, and river last K. Then played 20k GTD, also doing well. This agro guy on my table has double my stack and raises every time he is on button and i am big blind. I get KQs in BB in again he raises 5 BB. I know when he raises 5BB he is weak and when he was raising 3 BB he had strong cards. I go all in and he calls with A4o. Flop K44. Fuck me.
Ok i was on saturday on this erotic fair. It was awesome. I was prety drunk but not too much. Every erotic shop had own dancers there and one was really so beatiful.
Blonde hair, perfect tits, long legs. There werent allowed any cameras, but we managed to made some pictures with ours cell phones. I would upload some pictures, but i cant find my fucking usb cord for cell phone. Also slowenian playboy had its own stand there and you could get some pictures with the girls with their official photographer and of course you had to pay for it. Fucked it, i rather spend my money on beer. The main program was a show from Angel Dark. She looked awesome. She picked some guy from audience, put a strap on on him and then she 20 minuset ride that strap on dildo. Amazing.
The show ended at about 1 am and of course we need to go to local night club, where i spended my last 100 eur on table dances. How stupid is that, but i was at this point rather drunk so i didnt think much about it. Anyway i got home with a hard cock, full balls and no money.

When i woked up on sunday i scraped together 15 eur and went to bar for some coffe. Of course i didnt order coffe but a beer. At first there was working some guy, but at about 1 pm started new shift and with new shift this beatiful girl. I just dont know whats with me and waitresses. My girlfriend is also a waitress, i mean just during her school holidays. I just couldnt take my eyes from her. We were pretty much the whole afternoon alone in bar and talked all kind of stuff. I learned she just broke up with her boyfriend and when she asked if about my status i lied and said i was also single. At about 5 pm when i was again rather drunk i decided is time to go, before i get too much drunk and do something stupid. We exchanged phone numbers, but when she brought me a bill, i was 10 eur short. How fucking embarrassing is that, lol. Anyway, she told me, not to worry, i can bring the money tomorrow and so i did. Now we talked twice on phone this week and she really seems a nice girl but so is my current girlfriend. If i only could think with my head, not my dick when it comes to girls. I dont know, anyway is way to soon to say something about this situation, so i will just chill and party until new year. Take care, friday is here and there is again this weekend need to get drunk wakining in me, so i guess, why resist, go with it, lol.