This year holidays are living hell for me. All started at this party at work for end of year. Like i said, i got prety wasted but prety much
all where. We are small company, 20 people and we only have 4 girls. When i am drunk i just must flirt. So i just for fun started flirting with one of my
coworkers. Below average looking, but doable if horny and drunk, mostly because of her big boobs. I ended fucking her in her car. Not once, but twice.
Oh, did i mention that my girlfriend drove me to this party, because i know i would be drunk and didnt wanted to drive. Ffs, my girlfriend drove me to fuck another girl. Ofcourse, next day i had this huge moral hangover. I was so pissed on myself. So i got drunk next day and next day and next day. Just couldnt look into my girlfriend eyes sober. I even came drunk home to my family on christmas eve. And when my father saw me drunk we got into this huge conflict. Yea, yea, merry christmas and fuck off.
At work i maybe saw this girl once a week or maybe once every two weeks, but now we just kept coming acros, me trying to avoid her and she trying to meet me.
Not disturbing, but you can tell something had changed.

I got wasted on new year's eve also and ruin my girlfriend evening. God job me. Anyway, i decided i will break up with her
because no women deserve this. So i am pretty much pissed for 2 weeks now just because i fucked my co-worker. Ok, i cheated her once with some whore in night club and it didnt disturb me, so i just dont know what changed this time, because i really have very bad conscience. Fuck it.

Oh, but on other hand, poker did very good for me, BECAUSE I DIDNT PLAY ANY!

I just wish to drop dead.

Now i will get drunk again so i can tell my girlfriend it is over, because i dont have balls to tell her sober.