Omg, i think i now really need rehab. This weekend was insane again. I got a call from my friend on saturday morning and we went  together to have some coffe. He gave me a t-shirt, which have a beer on front and a sign: "Some people drink from sadness, some from happiness, but we drink from morning." LOL.
So we both put this t-shirts on and started drinking jagermeister and home made spirits. I dont even remember in how manny bars we went, but i remember i was at 11 pm at this striptease night club, fucking some girl there from dominican republic for 75 eur. Ffs. I ususaly dont do this things when i am in relationship, but i was totaly wasted and didnt think clearly. We continued drinking the whole night to until 10 am on sunday when we both started puking and then the fun was over.
I slept to until 9 am on monday and i was again late for work. I could today started eating some soup, so much my stomach was fucked up. Didnt played no poker, because i couldnt focus because of this drinking session. I will play tomorrow and hopefuly the whole weekend because i really need some money.
Today my girlfriend is coming over and i have bought her some sexy lingerie last week, because i thought we would spend weekend together, but then my drinking session happend. So this lingerie will be sort off "i am sorry" present because i cheated on her. Of course i wont tell her about this, but i think it will make me feel better.