Hi, i had very stressful week in poker. I mean, i used to play this game for fun, but now when i am chasing that 500$ bonus its not so easy anymore. Before i just quit when i didnt want to play, but now i had to make this 3% per day. And i did. I am on 95% on that bonus, so i guess i will have extra 500$ on friday. I pretty much just grinded and didnt make any big profit. My bankroll is now about 450$ so i hope i could withdraw 1k on friday. I am also losing way too much against 2 and 3 outers when i have bigger kicker and get outdrawn when his lower kicker pairs. After i took a look at those hands it did happend in last 10 days 46% of the hands. Oh, make this 47%, i just lost mine AT vs KT on T22 flop. I dont think such a huge % is normal. I mean shouldnt this happend only in like 12%. The problem in this 6 handed tables is that pretty much everythink decides preflop or on flop so you dont have any control anymore when the money goes in. Oh well, i will have to wait for bigger sample and re-evaluate. But is really pain in the ass when you only play with like 3 buy ins and this happens so often. At least i made profit so things arent so bad. I could really use a very hot run and double my roll, but at the moment cards arent on my side. Dont remember when i had last time 100% nuts when i called all in and it was easy  decision.

I havent been partying almost nothing last week. All my free time i was spending with that girl and my brother. I so much enjoy spending my time with my brother. We really get along very good. We had never argue with each other or had a fight. I guess thats why he is much younger than me. My sister is only one year younger that me and i remember we argue all the time. But she is also a women and i think its in their nature to always yell at men lol. Things with that girl are also going very well. I fell really happy when i am with her. I could say its like i am half in love. We are making out and talking alot, but i didnt try to have sex with her although she makes me so turn on. But i will take this slowly and i think she likes this slowly aproach too. Her school start next week so i hope she would still have time to spend with me.

The only time i was out was on thursday. I got a call from a friend, that he is going to some bar where works that girl, who is he fucking and would like me to meet her. So we went there. It was a half hour drive in some village in middle of nowhere. He told me on a way there, she is really cool, very good for partying, also sex is good, but she is not girlfriend material. He would never date her. I didnt ask any details. We got there aroung 8 pm. She was average looking but great body and very nice big tits. We started drinking and she was drinking large beers like we two. I noticed she had a bump on her forehead, but i didnt ask, i thought she bump herself into something. Then one of the locals who where there in the bar yells at her: "I bet you could not do it again". She response back: "Deal". And then she took a small nail, went to this wooden block and started hiting this nail with her forehead into this block. I was just, wtf. Just stood there with my mouth open and couldnt belive my eyes. My friend just laugh. She nailed the whole nail into block. When she came back, she had even bigger bump on her forehead and that guy had to buy her a beer. Ffs, she was doing that for one beer, even we bought her beers the whole evening. She worked until 10 pm and then we went. Outside my friend ask me, if i could wait, because he want to fuck her on backseats of his car. I said no problem. I thought they would drive to some forest, but no, they did it in an parking place in front of a bar. People were walking by and just laugh. I sit there and watch my friend ass coming up and down. When he came out, he said, that we will drive her home, just a few km down the road. When i sit in a car, she was still dresing and was topless. I must say, she had very nice huge tits, like that pornstar Tera Patrick, only she has natural, that girl, not pornstar lol.

 Ok, take care and i will be back on friday and hopefuly with 1k $ on my account.