I was in Helsinki from Monday to saturday and played two tournaments without cashing. I also played way too much cash games with no patience and managed to lose 10k+ mostly in 250bb deep NL1k. I hate myself for playing cash games when I know I dont feel too good about it. Being unable to fold hands isn't the best winning strategy either. Yesterday we had Coinflip parties in Helsinki and had a good time there. I was drinking first time in 6 weeks and now I try to stay sober for a while. But there's always so much to do in summer so im not so sure about it.

 

Now I came back to my city and now I'll start grinding again. This month has been horrible for me so far and now my month down is something like 10k. Even though I've had two horrible losing sessions Im not really worried about it.  I feel good with my game and I just try to stop playing when I dont care about it and I'll try to stay in NL1k and only go to 2k if there's some monster fish.