It's been a while since i updated my blog on coinflip.

 

But hey, since I need a place to whine a bit, a find it suitable. Hope you guys don't mind :)

 

How often do you get that feeling when you are just sick of it? When you want to quit poker and everything that has any relation to it? :/

I usually have that after every downswing :) Just feel like I wanna puke.

 

I am aware that I need to work on my game, but on the other hand, I'm to lazy to watch videos and/or read books. I started to feel some kind of fear more and more. 

I's something that I didn't feel before. It's the thing that I start to thionk more and more about the fact that I just can't beat the game, and that I can't make profit from poker. And that scares me. It scares me because I know that I'll have to get full time job and work every fcknk day, 9-17h , with some kind of (most likely) stupid boss. And it scares me. And it's something that I wanted to avoid ever since I started to think about my future life. I felt like that and before I got into poker. 

 

I know I need to make some changes. Maybe to transfer from nlhe to plo? maybe from 6max to fr)? Maybe I'm doing it wrong ever since I started to play? What to do?

 

Any advices are more than welcome