What can I say about life? Life can be amazing sometimes, and life can be horribly aweful. Life has their ups and downs and sometimes what life has planned out for everyone one of us...can be a little scary if you think about it. I am going to be honest about myself. I am a man who suffers in life not knowing what is before himself. I see things in such an odd way which probably makes me think that it would never be possible for myself. I hate that. I feel like I would never accomplish something "major" in life. Some people play poker their whole life and die without ever having a royal flush before...I am currently running an 8 year streak. I have done so much in life and experienced so many things that I wonder how I would be placed in the future.

To be honest again, I have always wanted to blog about myself. I used to read other peoples blogs and follow how they are doing. I would laugh and try to imagine what it would be like to be in their shoes. I read other peoples blogs on here about how much money and how their grinding out throughtout the world. Watched busto and rebusto like 5 times already and that's because it's probably the closest way I can see myself in a similar case with them, and not that I'm as wealthy as them, but how we are both human beings and they were just like me once. Nothing is impossible...but what can we do to make things possible? Working harder? Not ever giving up? My question is...am I busting my ass for something that life has not planned for me?

My life is like getting a flush draw on the flop and not hitting at all. The math is so right, but sometimes it just wasn't meant to be. I was in 10th grade when a young kid at my age sat down next to me in the school bus and told me how well he was doing playing poker online. He was in 10th grade and he was already up around 50K. He asked if I would like to learn how to play and I said sure....why not? He was patient and showed me the basics of poker. A year later I was doing HU against kids who thought they knew how to play for some lunch money. During this time, I was already a high school chess champion 3 years straight without a single loss and about to break a record, which I did....but one thing I have noticed throughout my whole life about games, board games, video games, and whatever is out there.....I had a knack for them and I would just be great at it. I didn't even wanted to play chess and 3 months later, I won the high school championship. I studied and worked hard for it though of course....but everything in life is meant to work hard and study hard as well, right? I entered poker again 2 years ago and on my first month of reading my first book and piling some hours at a local poker league, made me become a poker champion of the month. No one knew who I was and I have already beaten the best 100 people in the league.

Life is hard...and life can be so unexpected in ways that you have no idea where it would take you, but I have realized that the more I do and the more I learn about everything that I can absorb in life, I would never have to say that I never did anything in my life. So my question to you is this: What have you done and you think that's enough?